The Ultimate Orwellian Nightmare

By Anna B. <>
Jan. 17, 2002

In correspondence with:
Jean Hudon
Earth Rainbow Network Coordinator
Excerpt from: The Big Brother Files #26

Date: Wed, 09 Jan 2002


Just a few words. If you are not sure about mind control and implants, and how they have been used, be sure. I know. I have experienced it. It's a nightmarish and unbelievable story. It is mine. Very few have ever heard it, and most people would not believe it. I didn't understand it then. I was born in 1948. So, what went on, went on then.

Today - well today I am fine. I removed my implant in 1990. That was part of the nightmare, and almost the end of it.

Thank you, for sending out this information. It makes perfect sense to me.


Anna B.
owner/editor Continuum Magazine


Thanks *a lot* Anna for this important feedback on your personal experience. Would it be OK with you if I include your comment in a coming compilation? And would you please give me/us all more details as to what effects it had, how you discovered this implant, how you believe it was implanted (and by who) and how you got it removed (assuming you are not talking about a so-called psychic implant but an actual physical one...)? If this is still too sensitive an issue for you to deal with emotionally, and you would prefer not to further delve on it ("almost the end of it"), I can perfectly understand it. CLIP


NOTE FROM JEAN: The next day I received Anna's detailed account of what happened to her. With such a detailed - and to me credible - account of what happened to one individual whose artificially enhanced psychic powers (possibly related to covert manipulations done to her when during the 3 week period for which she and her brother have no recall at all when they were at Camp Fallon, Nevada, at age 16 in 1965 - see her explanations below - near the infamous Area 51 where the implant was probably given to her) were closely monitored, we have one more proof that this is for real... I recommend everyone to send Anna lots of good healing and love vibes in support - and celebration! - of her bold, courageous decision to share her
following story with us. Standing up for the Truth as she is doing is blazing the golden path ahead towards the victory of Light, Life and Love over the absence of those divinely gifted qualities in those kin souls who were led astray and away from the Presence of God. May we also shower those souls with utmost unconditional Love so as to assist in the Universal healing process now under on all fallen dimensions of Existence.

Date: Thu, 10 Jan 2002
From: Anna <>


I had to think about it, but yes, go ahead and release the information. It occurs to me that I experienced it so that others might not have to.

It places me as a target of incredulous disbelief, and as a target for people to deny my reality, question my motives, and challenge my sanity. There is no glory in this story, it does not enhance my credibility as a journalist, and it totally devistated and changed my life. I can only tell you what I experienced. Here is part of the story:

In 1987 I was involved with a small group of people from my neighborhood. They were somewhat weird in energy, and one of them during my unfolding nightmare, said to me: "Have you heard of all the President's men?"

I responded yes, thinking of water-gate, and the news that I had read and movie that I had seen.

"I am protected," he said. "You must break program, we are watching you."

That was the first official hint. Here is what brought about that statement:

Things kept happening. Things went missing, small things. Pot-holders, place-mats, underwear, small items of clothing, utensils. Where were they going? Who was in my house and moving things about? I kept locking windows and doors, all to no avail. The stage of paranoia was being set.

One morning, I awoke, and looked in the mirror. My pupils were HUGE! I couldn't concentrate. I hadn't knowinlgy ingested anything, and was not on any prescriptions (other than estrace) and I couldn't figure it out. I began to hear information in all electrical appliances. My own psychic ability flew to the top of the charts. I could and did read the future constantly, and correctly. I had visions that came crashing in on me. I saw things exactly as they would unfold. Personal things, criminal activity, political activity, any and everything. The future and the "Now" virtually collided. My head was incredibly noisy.

I began to notice that I had no sanctity. I began to notice I was always followed. I took a long bus trip (from Florida to Oregon), and people on the bus not only knew my name, but knew of many private events that had happened in my life. They knew my ex-boyfriends names, the names of my children, what I ate and didn't eat. It was un-nerving.

I knew that doctors and others would not listen to me. My symptoms were classic: I was paranoid, I decided that sattelites were the culprit. I decided that my thoughts were being "somehow screened," and that I was being fed programmed information. I rationalized that I would get through this crash-bang of realities on my own. I could still function, and I intended no-one harm.

I had no peace. No matter where I went, my home was violated, people knew my name, and sometimes a note would be left in my apartment or house (depending on where I ran to). I decided that I needed to get away from the sattelites. I moved from Oregon to Arizona. It didn't help much.

I could sometimes count up to 6 cars that were following me. Strange men in black would always be around me. People approached my oler son and his girl-friend and told them not to come within 50 miles of me - and if they did, they would find themselves convicted of a federal crime and doing time. They identified themselves on different occasions as CIA and FBI. I don't think, quite honestly, that there were either - but they were real.

In the meantime, I had to find someway to find peace in my head. I drank volumes of diet coke. The sodium seemed to help - and if I was out in the open, away from electrical appliances and wires, I could think more

I was scared.

One time, after discovering a note on my refrigerator, and a strange looking device in my light bulb, that I broke deliberately (because it was "humming") I burst out of my apartment in Phoenix and announced quite loudly that I was going to wait until the Red Chinese picked me up. I said out-loud that at least in China, people knew they had no rights - and that in the United States people were still under the mis-guided impression that they did have rights. I rushed and hid in my car, under the dash-board, curled up in a ball on the floor. It was around 8 pm in the summer. Within 20 minutes helicopters were roaming over-head and cars and trucks were driving up and down my street. Finally, a white pick-up truck stopped beside my car (parked at the curb), shined a flash-light on me, and announced so that I could hear him: "Here she is, she's hiding."

There was no reason for that to go on.

Open hostility happend to me, everywhere. People were overtly rude. They would bump me, spit on me, point at me, and call me by name. It was awful.

I could hear the "satelite" broadcasts. I knew that I was a product of programming and electronic control. My family were the perfect targets (now all deceased). My father was, at one time, a communist who later became a staunch Repulbican. My mother was the first woman lobbyist for the American Civil Liberties Union. My dad became a strong political influence. He was best friends with the then Senator Scoop Jackson, head of the House Ways and Means Committee of the Military. My brother-in-law (my sister was 13 years my senior) was military intelligence, a Lt. Col., in the Marines. I visited the bowels of the Pentagon when I was 10 years old. They taught me some morse code, and I met Eisenhower there. Later, I was at Camp Fallon, Nevada (age of 16), for three weeks in the summer (1965?) with my brother, and my sister's family. Neither my brother nor I had any memories of anything that we did at that time. We knew that we had no memories the week following Camp Fallon, when we went on with our vacation to Reno, Nevada. We discussed having no memory of anything, except one day we swam in the officers pool - and the last day, we shopped at the very small commisary. Other than that, we collectively and individually, had no memory.

My brother has been schizophrenic since 1969. He is on 100% disability from the army. Viet Nam or Mind Control? My dad quickly got him his disabilty, which the army wanted to deny, through his political contacts.

Anyway, back to what was going on. I was getting exhausted. I couldn't get any straight information from anybody. Strange things would go on in my home, or almost anywhere I would stay. Blue lights would (narrow beams) would come through the windows. Fires would spontaneously erupt in various parts of the room, and several times, these things I call "thunder balls" would rool across upholstered surfaces, or bedding. They were soft balls of a gaseous nature, that "rolled" until they were stopped by an object -whereupon they would "break apart and disipate. I figured they weren't too healthy. This stuff went on, by the way, for three years. Everyday, it was something.

One time, on an answering machine of a friend of mine, we heard recorded conversation of two people (men) discussing me. They made comments about my psychic ab ility, and how they needed to keep closer tabs on me.

Anyway, on the advice of a friend (I didn't have many of those then, as I didn't trust ANYBODY), I began to consider the possibility of an implant. I asked for spiritual guidance. I cried. I meditated. I decided that I could find it, I could dispose of it...and believe it or not, I did.

I simply (although it was NOT SIMPLE), felt along the back of my scull. I was in a crouched position on the floor. I was sofly crying. The noise in my life and the lack of privacy, the crazy reality were getting to me. I couldn't take it. I placed my hands, with prayerful guidance, on either side of that small "indent" at the top of the neck, base of the scull. I begin to "incise" with a small finger-nail file, and my own fingers. In my  internal vision, I could see my hands, and they were "on the wrong side - my left was my right and visa-versa. I consoled myself, that even if I accidentally killed myself, at that point it would be better. I found it. Very small, almost a filiment looking thing, wider at one end than the other. About as big as the end of a fingernail and about that width. It was white and silver. I got it, threw it on the floor, and proceeded to pack my open small wound with my own hair to stop any bleeding (which was minimal). The device, by the way, was missing from inside my jewelry box, within a
few days. It just, like many things in my life, went away.

I had many hundreds of experiences along the way. I had people that pestered me, questioned my friends, followed me etc. I saw strange events and lights. Many weird and amazing things happened to me during those years. I haven't ever chronicled them. They are too unbelievable. I don't like the negative attention, and I don't like people to infer that I am crazy, on drugs, or trying to obtain some sort of martyr status.

What I do know, is that it is real. It happened. It was and is a conspiracy, piracy, of the spirit, the soul, the individual and the will. It has to be stopped. If it happened to me, then it has happened to others.

There you have it. I submit this, in hope that our world will improve with my revelation. It is, in part, the reason that I started the magazine...Continuum Magazine - Many Paths, One Voice,  ( and although I never print in the magazine negative material, nor do I delve into conspiracy plots or theories (I don't want more covert government attack) - you know that I know about them and believe in them. My mission, then, is to keep the magazine going, and enlighten people - because if I hadn't had the insight into the power of the spirit of God within myself, I would be, like the rest of my family, dead. If I can help the world realize the goodness within themselves, and the responsibility they share with mankind, then perhaps my lesson will be well worth it. Now is an important time on the earth, my experience during this lifetime has convinced me of that. God Bless the Activists and you Jean, for creating the forum.

In Humble Blessings of Love and Light, I remain,

Anna B.
Owner/editor Continuum Magazine - Many Paths, One Voice

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Date: Thu, 10 Jan 2002
Subject: An Appraisal of the Technologies of Political Control

A good look at some of the technologies that they have to use on us who "dissent" to the cover-ups and controls being implemented in our country since before the OKC bombing and rapidly being deployed now since the WTC/Pentagon attacks. (This does not include the many "black budget" secret biological and electromagnetic "silent weapons for quiet wars" that are in
the arsenals of those who will rule the New World Order.)


"What is emerging in certain quarters is a chilling picture of ongoing innovation in the science and technology of social and political control, including: semi-intelligent zone-denial systems using neural networks which can identify and potentially punish unsanctioned behaviour; the advent of global telecommunications surveillance systems using voice recognition and other biometric techniques to facilitate human tracking; data-veillance systems which can match computer held data to visual recognition systems or identify friendship maps simply by analysing the telephone and email links between who calls whom; new sub-lethal incapacitating weapons used both for prison and riot control as well as in sub-state conflict operations other than war; new target acquisition aids, lethal weapons and expanding dum-dum like ammunition which although banned by the Geneva conventions for use against other state's soldiers, is finding increasing popularity amongst SWAT and special forces teams; discreet order vehicles designed to look like ambulances on prime time television but which can deploy a formidable
array of weaponry to provide a show of force in countries like Indonesia or Turkey, or spray harassing chemicals or dye onto protestors. Such marking appears to be kid-glove in its restraint but tags all protestors so that the snatch squads can arrest them later, out of the prying lenses of CNN."


"New surveillance technology can exert a powerful 'chill effect' on those who might wish to take a dissenting view and few will risk exercising their right to democratic protest if the cost is punitive riot policing with equipment which may lead to permanent injury or loss of life."

-[snip]- "The overall drift of this technology is to increase the power and reliability of the policing process, either enhancing the individual power of police operatives, replacing personnel with less expensive machines to monitor activity or to automate certain police monitoring, detection and communication facilities completely. A massive Police Industrial Complex has been spawned to service the needs of police, paramilitary and security forces, evidenced by the number of companies now active in the market. An overall trend is towards globalisation of these technologies and a drift to increasing proliferation, without much regard to local conditions.

"One core trend has been towards a militarisation of the police and a paramilitarisation of military forces in Europe. Often this begins via special units involved in crisis policing, such as the Special Weapons and Tactics Squads such as the Grenz Schutz Gruppe in Germany; the Gendarmeries National in France; the Carabinieri in Italy; and the Special Patrol Group in the UK or the federal police paramilitary teams in the United States (FBI, DEA & BATF) that adopt the same weaponry as their military counterparts. Then a growing percentage of ordinary police are trained in public order duties and tactics which incorporate some element of firearms training. The tactical training is often a mirror image of the low intensity counter-revolutionary warfare tactics adopted by the military."

More details at where these excerpts come from.

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Secret Weapons
Personal story of 2 young girls who were victims of U.S. government experimentation involving electromagnetic and other psychotronic weapons

Bill Seeks to Prohibit Mind Control Weapons and Chemtrails
Among the weapons that would be banned by the new measure are "psychotronic" devices that are "directed at individual persons or targeted populations for the purpose of mood management, or mind control."