I know I haven't posted for a while. I have actually been
undergoing some intense times, what with all the attention from rats
and my own life dramas.
First it was Jesuits, MI6, their witches and puppets, etc... there
seems to be a progression, (definitely out of desperation), now to
dracs and even those are losing their grip, as others on this board
have been pointing out. What will it be after the insect hives,
which now seem to be resorted to after dracs fail?
When under a drac-attack, I always notice an ominously dark or
overcast sky and mental fogginess or headaches.
Participating in the chat blasts has helped me a great deal in this
year and a half. Not only have I stopped being a helpless victim
and become more proactive in cleaning my etheric space, I've also
[*]more awareness of subtle energies
[*]some techniques of strenghtening my energies
Something happened recently that I want to share. Nairobi has been
quite chilly these past couple of months, leading us to light fires
in the house to keep ourselves warm. On a few occasions, I noticed
that as I sat staring into the fire, something seemed to be
happening. I couldn't put my finger to it, but I was finding the
fire irresistable, almost hynotising. I started noticing that
sitting with the fire was healing some emotional hurts, but there
was more; it was almost as though it was trying to tell me
During one of the chats on Dooney's, as Dirk was leading us to boost
the fires, (and fire elementals) in Greece, Nancy commented that she
sensed I was connected to them, somehow. Dirk felt the fire
elementals were trying to tell me something. That brought back to
mind the experiences I've been having with the fire at home, and I
decided to be more alert the next time I sat by the fire.
I must say at this point that I was struggling with what felt like
bad spells sent to me. I was frustrated that even after I was
helped in the chat blasts, come Monday, the dark energies were back
with a vengeance. I felt helpless and frustrated, especially as I
knew who was doing casting them and why. Have you ever asked
yourself why bad things happen to good people? Years before my eyes
got opened, before I "met" Don, I'd asked myself this question. Ok,
everyone tells you its for your own good, bla-bla-bla, but I wanted
to be able to do something about it, but I didn't know how.
When I next sat by the fire, I "got" that the elementals wanted to
help me heal my self and my etheric space. I just visualized myself
engulfed in flames of fiery love, (hmmm, I like the sound of that
;-)), and asked them to do their thing. I decided to send fire
dodecs with the elementals to the sources of negative energy and my
space cleared up some more. It was almost a sparkly feeling, like
I could sense fairies dancing around me. I feel blessed to be
endowed with this new majic.
Another thing I learnt was that if I was too low to boost, I could
command any entities I didn't like to leave my space. All I needed
to do was to say something to the effect that if there was any being
in my space not of the love energy, I'm commanding it to leave and
never come back, in the name of divine/highest love/power. I do say
it 3 times.
My first proof of this method happened a year ago, when a pal of
mine was taking care of her aged grandmother. One night she called
me, distraught. Her granny seemed possessed and the entity was
keeping them up at night and creating lots of disorder in the
home. I'd met the old lady and gotten the same impression, so I
readily empathised. I asked her to use the above method and command
the entity to leave her relative. The next day she called to say
she'd done it, and they'd had their first restful night in months.
The next method is actually one I personally find important and have
been doing at least twice daily, together with the grounding ones
Dooney has taught us. I started it a couple of months ago, and
since then, I notice myself remaining very centred amidst attacks.
I imagine lots of light coming from the presence of the highest
protector/Divine Being and filling up my space and keeping out
destructive forces. I then see myself filling up with the "fires of
love", healing/protecting me from destructive thoughts and
feelings. Then I empty myself and fill up with pure
divine/protector force or power, giving me strength and the will to
carry out my life purpose, whatever it is, regardless of
The last technique helps me have a sense of detachment. Don comes
to mind when I talk about detachment, because I think he's mastered
it and is a good teacher of it.
I imagine that I'm entering a divine space I have to leave all my
"baggage" outside the door, almost like taking your clothes off
before jumping into a pool of invigorating water. I even say some
words to trigger my letting go of everything: "Me, Here, Now"... The
first word helps me detach from ideas, thoughts, beliefs, people and
the second and third words help me let go of attachments to places
and past and future events. I then enter the space and fill up with
whatever qualities I most need at that time, but most importantly, I
ask the ultimate protectors to fill me up with what I need most.
In a way, I am really grateful for all those attacks, because they
have inadvertently helped me be a much stronger, centred person than
I'd ever been. Many of us only work on self under pressure, after