I'm writing this in response to the news item that appeared in a recent issue of The New York Post about my forthcoming book, Experiencer: A Jazz Singer's True Account of Extraterrestrial Contact.

Since the article unfortunately conveyed the impression that the book would be sensationalistic, it seems appropriate that I share some thoughts with you, and set the record straight about the book I am writing. I know that The New York Post piece seriously misrepresented the true nature of the book.

The book is multi-faceted, and treats the abduction phenomenon, in all of its complexity, with the sensitivity, respect and seriousness it deserves, presenting not only my own experiences, but those of other experiencers as well. I'll be examining and exploring my contact experiences in light of their transformative aspects, recognizing that the phenomenon is, and can be, an incredible catalyst for expanded self-awareness. Interaction with extraterrestrial intelligence has many aspects, of course, but the transformational aspect is fundamental to me.

The book will tell about my reptilian encounters, a subject that very few women are prepared to go public with or speak openly about. I praise the courage of the few that already have - and endured public ridicule as a result. Reptilians are not a politically correct species in the UFO community, and to admit to having sex with one - much less enjoying it - is beyond the pale as far as the more conservative members of that community are concerned. But I know from my extensive reading and research, and from talking personally to dozens of other women (and men) that I am not unique in reporting this kind of experience. I am the first to admit that this is a vastly complex subject, a kind of hall of mirrors, where dimensional realities are constantly shifting and changing. Certainly, the reptilians use sex to control people in various ways. They have the ability to shape-shift and to control the mind of the experiencer, as well as to give tremendous pleasure through their mental powers. I have wrestled with all of these implications and the various levels of meaning and possibilities represented by my encounter experiences. I will say, however, as I have said before, that I feel a deep respect for the reptilian entity with whom I interacted, and a profound connection with this being.

In a past life regression I did recently, I went to a very remote period in earth's history (perhaps hundreds of thousands of years ago), and saw myself as one of a brotherhood of reptilian warriors facing a catastrophic event in which we perished together (it was possibly nuclear in nature, since I saw a red cloud and felt tremendous heat). I believe that on one level, I may be meeting these entities again, perhaps fellow warriors from the past warning us of an impending, self-inflicted doom - or perhaps they are different aspects of myself. I don't really know; I'm just trying to unravel this puzzle like everyone else.

Following my initial Art Bell interview, I received hundreds of letters and e-mails, many from people describing similar encounters to mine. I know that there are people out there who are suffering in isolation and silence, thinking they are going crazy. I have been able to give some of these people strength and courage, so that they can move through their fear and come out the other side, empowered and still able to celebrate life as the incredible adventure that it truly is. I know that when I was processing my Grey experiences, if it had not been for people like John Mack, Budd Hopkins, Kim Carlsberg, Whitley Strieber, John Carpenter, and other researchers and experiencers who have been courageous enough to come forward, putting their lives and reputations on the line, I would have stayed in fear a lot longer, cowering in a corner, my self-esteem and identity shattered. Thanks to them and to the wonderful members of my support group, I am still standing, intact and whole.

I believe that the alien abduction experience is profoundly linked to the momentous shift in consciousness that is occurring as we enter the new millennium. We are witnesses to and participants in the most fantastic era in human history. And contrary to the mood of pessimism from some individuals regarding the way mainstream media treats the UFO phenomenon, and the trepidation that is felt regarding its ultimate impact on the human race, I am unashamedly a "Positive." Everywhere I turn, I find much greater public acceptance of the alien abduction/UFO phenomenon, and active curiosity from enormous numbers of people. I am also encouraged by the fact that many more experiencers are coming forward, no longer hiding behind the cloak of anonymity. I believe that within ten years the reality of alien abduction will be accepted as a fact by the majority of people on this planet, and ridicule of the subject by the media or anyone else will be regarded as naive and irresponsible.

I think the problem that exists between UFOlogy and the media stems from the fact that the UFO community has been so sadly wounded in the past fifty years by rejection and ridicule that it has been somewhat demoralized as a movement. It has been a long, uphill battle, with many martyrs shedding their blood along the way, but I believe that we are winning the battle for public acceptance and are closer than ever before to solving the mystery of the alien presence itself. I am looking forward to appearing on major TV talk-shows, and to bringing the message directly to the public about this phenomenon. This is a subject that must - and will - be taken seriously, even, eventually, by the likes of Leno and Letterman. I was amazed, I might add, by the number of editors in the New York publishing community who are "believers," and I predict that within the next few years, UFO and abduction books will routinely top the bestseller lists as the public hungers to learn more about what our encounters mean, and their implications for the human race.

If my book is successful, everyone in the UFO community will benefit. The floodgates are about to open, and when they do, all experiencers, UFO investigators, writers and researchers will find wider acceptance for their work. The days and years ahead are going to be full of challenges and opportunities, but we need to change ourselves in order to change the world. We need to work together harmoniously with mutual understanding and respect.

I want to thank everyone who is willing to cut me some slack with regard to the article in The New York Post. I'm sure it won't be the last test of my strength or your discernment. Please keep those stones in hand until you read my book. I am confident that if and when you do, you will be able to recommend it to experiencers and non-experiencers alike.

I would also like to thank everyone in the UFO community who has assisted me on my journey to awareness these past five years.


Pamela Stonebrooke

EXPERIENCER Transmissions (songs)

 Side A

Heart of the Grey Matter
Better World

Blue Seduction
 Side B

This Train
Paradise Lost
Big Night
Out On The Street
Sex Under Glass
The Dark


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Global Sciences lecture (audio or video) in Daytona, FL (2/99)

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Subj: A rant - in response to attacks from articles written about my accounts - accusing me of teaching people to get out of their bodies just to have sex with Reptilians...sigh

Date: 08/29/1999 12:02:45 PM Central Daylight Time

From: Pamela Stonebrooke



Here's the rant...feel free to edit if you see anything that doesn't apply...

Great talking with you.


Let me just say that one of the most frustrating things about coming forward with this information is the constant third-hand misinterpretation from a misquoted, misrepresented article...picked up and rehashed and sensationalized for yet another nauseam. Add to that, the judgmental belief systems that this misquoted information is filtered through...and then paraphrased...and added to...and then further distorted and again disseminated. I could spend every waking moment attempting to clarify something for which most people have no frame of reference.


For this reason, I am concentrating on finishing my book. There is no possible way to address the constant misunderstandings and judgments in an e mail, but I will take a moment for those who wish to take a paranormal stretch.'s a piece/peace of my mind...from the Diva's own mouth.

I would simply like to share that astral projection is one of the most powerful tools for the exploration of consciousness that I have found to date, and believe me, I have walked down many paths in the quest for my spirit.

I do not teach people to get out of their bodies to have sex with Reptilians. I have been astral projecting for nearly two decades, and for over a year now I have been able to consciously control and direct my experiences to unravel and confront "many" life issues. We have access to those interdimensional realms and they are within our reach to explore. I believe it is the cutting edge of experiential consciousness exploration.

I have met loved ones who have transitioned, gone to past lives, and what I perceive to be future lives. I have seen other entities that I cannot/will not even begin to label, much less, discuss on the internet. These experiences are sacred to me and I'm learning not to offer them up to an onslaught of viciousness and ridicule. I will, however, tell you that in the astral state, I have had healings, and have floated in a sea of knowingness that is beyond thought...overwhelmed with love, acceptance and close to the "source" as I have ever felt. I must admit that it is my primary target when I consciously get out.

This skill is the same as a near death experience but it is controllable, repeatable and not trauma based. Many NDEers have stated, it is life altering. Imagine doing it at will, without it being trauma induced, and controlling your destination. It is a thought responsive realm in which your focused/directed thought/intention will immediately manifest the experience of your choice. My goal is to be "awake" 24 hours a day. Let me further add that I have been able to target/direct my exploration to see my four hybrid daughters. I had suffered much guilt at having rejected them and in that interaction (meeting them on the astral) I was able to tell them how sorry I was and express my love. It was as healing and cathartic as lifetimes of therapy. I have also targeted the Reptilians and I feel that they are a soul group of mine, as are the Greys. I can't go into the many experiences I've had that suggest this to me, but that is my feeling.

As for sex on the astral, it is not physically localized. Nor is it the religiously orchestrated, guilt-ridden, pornographic act that we have relegated the sexual union to...allowing it to be bastardized on this plane of existence. Sex on the astral is a complete merging of energy and spirit...a communion and knowingness that goes beyond so-called rational thought, into a realm of pure being. The astounding experience of the higher astral planes are perceived as somewhat orgasmic only because that is the only way we have of describing that incredibly profoundly ecstatic state of being. We keep trying to ascribe our moral values, attitudes and definitions to other worldly experiences where they simply do not apply.

As John Mack says "You can't get there from here." It would be helpful if we could start looking beyond our dualistic views, judgments and limited perceptions.

My feeling is that the entities that we come in contact with are soul groups that we have had incarnations with. It's like an expanded understanding of reincarnation that goes beyond our physical/human lifetimes. Perhaps through the hybridization program we are creating a species that our spirits will one day inhabit? Please understand that these are my impressions and I fully understand that these concepts will be beyond the pale for those who cannot embrace these ideas.

One of the reasons I teach people consciously controlled out of the body is that I'm very aware that you cannot convince anyone that "any" experiences are real, much less, paranormal ones. But, when we are able to have our own personal and experiential validation of the multidimensional beings that we are, we gain an unprecedented and expanded view of the nature of reality. We can switch on that dormant DNA and accelerate our spiritual evolution, often beyond our capacity to articulate it. Homo Noeticus...the next leap in our evolution. We are awesome and creative beings capable of much more than we can ever "fully"'s simply a matter of how much "more" you "want" to know. Personally, it is an insatiable passion.

Victimization and fear (and certainly "hard" science) will never solve this mystery....but paranormal pioneers might stand a chance of piercing the veil. I believe that to know yourself as an inter/multidimensional being can put you on equal ground with any entity that you come in contact with. I know, from my own experience and several other people's, that OOB exploration can be a powerful tool for experiencers in terms of processing these interactions.

For anyone interested in this skill, might I suggest two books.

Adventures Beyond the Body by William Buhlman

Buhlman's book is an amazing work that looks at hyperdimensional physics and its eventual merging with metaphysics, or what he calls mysticism. The inevitable evolution of physics will be to look beyond dense molecular form into the subtle underlying structure of matter and into the conscious multidimensional universe itself. I guarantee you that OOB exploration will peak your interest in physics. I can't say enough about this book or its brilliant author, whom I have had the great fortune to meet and interview.

I suggest that before you attempt this exploration, you take a hard look at your belief systems and clear out any fear, judgment, criticism, resentment and anger. Reality is relative and experienced reality is relative to the personal energy frequency of the observer. Even science has now moved from particle-based (physical) to non-physical (frequency-based) observations and is finally factoring in consciousness. We will only experience the energy frequencies/entities closest to our personal density or vibratory rate, in essence, those with which we resonate. It's one of those absolute truths...what you put out is what you get back. How much of the unseen, non-physical substructure of this multidimensional universe are you curious enough/fearless enough to explore? How much do you want to make peace with "all" interactions, relationships and experiences? Before I do my lecture right here and can check out Buhlman's book and explore it for yourself, if you so desire.

If you want a lighter and more simple book on the subject, one that takes the voodoo out of the OOB experience, I suggest:

Out of Body Adventures by Rick Stack

Sorry to go on so long, but I don't "come out" of my cave very often. I guess my excitement about OBEs is pretty obvious, I could go on about it forever. To anyone reading this, I wish you many wondrous travels on your journey to the "One".

Back to my cave,


P.S. Just a note of thanks to those who have fearlessly shared their accounts with me for the book. I honor your commitment to truth.

"I cleave the heavens and soar to the infinite.
What others see from afar, I leave far behind me"

Giordano Bruno